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1. Tuisto’s Heart (6:13)
Drums of war sound. Warriors are gathered to fight on the Wígriðr plain. Charging
men, wolves, ravens and gods, worms and beasts of darkness; the plain is lit with fire. Blood is flowing, bits
of flesh, severed limbs, smashed skulls and bodies lie strewn across the plain. Screams cut the air, screams of
anger and pain, the sound of metal blades and armour clashing, clubs smashing bodies. Then, for a brief moment,
everything stops. It is as if the universe holds its breath. Wuotan has fallen on the Wígriðr plain;
swallowed by Fanjarîhô. For a moment the time stands still. For Wuotan; Hail and Joy!
Happy men and women follow a trail in the woods. The follow a wagon led by a priest, towards
a holy lake. Wonderful colours, dancing happy people, the scene is nature’s love. Dancing along are the thralls,
the sacrifice to Mother Earth, this sunny day, dancing along towards a holy lake. Hail to Mother Earth, the thralls
are shouting. Hail and joy, before they are strangled and lowered into the lake, happy and smiling, willingly giving
their lives to strengthen nature. Such is true love, and it’s strength!
A mother mourns the loss of her son. The most wonderful man in the world; light and shining,
fair and beautiful as no other man. Light blond hair, wonderful skyblue eyes and a skin so fair it shines! Tall
and handsome, strong and brave, perfect in all his being. Now he is dead! Silent. Alone. Watching the lands and
others from a window up high in the clouds. Cold of sorrow, exhausted by grief; the very little remaining life
is fading away. Too tired to move, too mournful to think of anything else then her dead son. The others are preparing
the defense of the town, and her husband has left to find the avenger for the killing. Nobody thinks of her, nobody
has any time for her. She is left alone, to mourn the death of her son.
The gods have just managed to tie Fanjarîhô to the ground. Tíw lost his
right hand during the process; it was the wolf’s security, a guarantee he would not be tricked; but he was indeed.
His jaw has been bolted to the ground with a broadsword, and foam runs from his mouth in two rivers. The rivers
Wán and Wíl - of hope and will. The gods are laughing in joy, and walk happily back towards their
home; the terrible wolf has been rendered harmless. Only Tíw is left, bleeding heavily from the wrist, watching
the suffering of the wolf, as it twists its body in torment. He looks into the eyes of Fanjarîhô and
sees its very soul, its pain and sorrow; its dreadful faith. Getting up, he walks back to Êrôn to let
her heal his wound, stop his bleeding. Now he knows what it is like to see into the eyes of Fire. He will never
be the same again, he did not only lose his hand, when on the island with the wolf.
Alone in the night, Fijô is crying; she has been left by her husband who had to
leave to fight the darkness of matter. Thoughts of what once was flow through her mind; their play in the green
grass and under colourful trees, wonderful fields of flowers, fresh fruits and berries, and beautiful music from
the elven choirs. Running waters make them dream, lakes where they bathed, riverfalls and marvelous clouds in the
sky. They were happy, they had their Golden Age. Now, all she has left are her Golden Tears, that run from her
skyblue eyes, as a witness to what once was - to what is lost forever; until a New World is born, after Ragnarøk.
In the meantime, give our dear Fijô some warm thoughts, to help her through the cold nights.
Hadnur the Blind shot the arrow that killed Fijô’s good and shining son. The gods
could not utter a single word when they saw what had happened. He understood that something was wrong, but nobody
said anything; not to him nor to anyone else. Not for a while. He started to cry, feeling the terrible loss, but
it was too late. Beldegir was dead by his hands. He walked away, alone, to his house, to cry and mourn in solitude.
Hated by the others, spurned by the others. He could not help it, he did know what would happen when he shot that
arrow. He did not mean to kill his own brother. Hlidskjalf Made by Varg Vikernes
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